JUNIOR YEAR IS DONE!!!!!!!!!

by - May 10, 2019

I finished eleventh grade!!!!! With my sanity and my GPA intact!


actually me right now



(Jefferson in the background is me)


To celebrate, I thought I'd do an "aesthetic of Faith" style post! I've never done one of these, but since y'all have said you like my aesthetic posts, here's one...of my life and my school year, and me. Some of it is funny, some of it is more heartfelt. Hope you enjoy ^_^

SOME HIGHLIGHTS AND AESTHETICS OF MY YEAR

Classmate 1: We know where you live, Faith!
Classmate 2: so don't be surprised if we show up at your house!
Me: that's cool and all but please call ahead and let my parents know you'll be coming because they might freak out

*cartoon depicts John Rockefeller as an octopus*
You: Rockefeller as an octopus
Me, an intellectual: Octofeller

That one 92 on a math test that made me scream so loud I scared my family

My teacher: Now, listen up, guys, because I am about to BLOW your small but fertile minds.

My history classmate starting a running list of the number of times each person in our class said their catchphrase

My English teacher: Princess Leia is a symbol of good in the galaxy, like fighting for the right side! And apple pie!!!

My boss at work as I was leaving from my last-ever shift at my restaurant: Now, remember, wherever life takes you...just know it will never be as fun as this place.

My sister: Faith can buy the food because she's RICH!!!!
Me: *looks at the five dollars in my bag* Yeah. Rich.

Registering for Realm Makers!!!! I finally get to go, you guys!

Classmate 1: we'll all fail together guys, if we go down it's as a team.
Classmate 2: this is a team fail.
Classmate 3: WHERE'S THE OPTIMISM????
Me: not in this room.

Rishatta at 2 o'clock in the morning: hey 
Me: NO I'm sleeping
Rishatta: but you could--
Me: NOOOOOO
Rishatta: I mean I had this idea about how you could fix that plot hole and put me where I need to be but I guess--
Me: *goes back to sleep*
Me the next morning: NOOOO why didn't I write that down?!

I started drinking coffee this year! Mostly because I liked ice coffee, I needed stuff to keep me going at work, and my coworkers haggled me until I started

I had my seventeenth birthday!!! And it's probably the best birthday I've had in years.

My best friend: Wait you put THAT plot twist in your book???!!!!!!
Me: yeah. Are my readers going to kill me?
My best friend: Oh hon, they're going to kill you and I'll cheer them on in the background.

My friend: Faith, go to whichever school you want, everyone supports you! We trust you to make the right decision--and of course there is only one right answer, which is the school I'm attending.

Little old lady at my job: Can I get a large hot chocolate, please?
Me: *makes it and gives it to her*
Little old lady: *very aggressively stares at the hot chocolate*
Little old lady: *looks me dead in the eye*
Little old lady: YUM.

I'm 100% a makeup fan now, and I do my hair up and dress somewhat nicely! Does this mean my bum phase is over, or is it merely an interlude?

My teacher: sometimes, you just have to take the kids to McDonald's Playland. And they just disappear into a large plastic structure. While you sit there with something salty and full of carbohydrates. It's a great moment! It's an underrated moment! It's a moment that I think a lot of us are looking for! But anyway.

That 97 on my history final *heart eyes*

Me: what is your life if you don't get to roast me?!
History friends: NOTHING

Some pins to describe my life:




pinterest // elliehbaker










Songs that described this year for me:











It's just another graceless night//Lorde

and even if we won't admit it to ourselves...we'll walk upon these streets and think of little else//Bastille

The only one that's ever stopping me is me//I testify if I die in my sleep then know that my life was just a killing dream//Fall Out Boy

And the cynics were outraged...cause for a moment a band of thieves in ripped-up jeans got to rule the world//Taylor Swift

So lying underneath those stormy skies, she said "Oh, I know the sun must set to rise"//Coldplay

We want the bodies on the billboards not the lives underneath them//Bastille

And I get so tired of this ridicule//but I cannot deny what I know to be true//'cuz I've seen too much...where else can I go, Lord, but to you?//Andrew Peterson 

I'm movin' on, keep movin'...you gave me my freedom, now I'm free indeed//for KING AND COUNTRY

No road map but keep on runnin', no parachute but keep on jumpin', oh I think you might be on to somethin'//for KING AND COUNTRY



Sleep is good

Music is good

I'm not always very strong at following God and I fail more often than I'd like to admit, but His grace is powerful and mighty and he is Good

My aesthetic:

eyeliner//Instagram//laughing out loud at YouTube videos//hugs//college plans//stress and nerves//friends are pretty awesome//the mom friend//Owl City//Lorde//piano//driving down long country roads//visiting people I haven't seen in a long time//pro-life even though I'm shaking//Jesus let me love you more

Some thoughts

just so you know if I ever meet you in person I'm going to hug you for a thousand years and never let go

I'm not here to judge you I'm here because I love you and I want to help with the pain

Pain is strong...but God is stronger

Guess what? I saw you again. And now I don't miss you anymore. 

Sometimes it's time to move on from friendships...sometimes, it's time to dig your nails in and hang on as tight as you can and make sure this thing doesn't break, because it's beautiful and you're sure as heck not ready to let go 

I love you. 


(this is my face, for anyone who might be wondering)


And that's it! Junior year is a WRAP. <3 Thank you all so much for reading my posts! Y'all mean the world to me. I have more content coming your way next week, starting with some thoughts on writing tropes! 


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44 comments

  1. Congrats on finishing 11th grade! I'm almost there but not quite xDD It seems like you had an amazing year and OH MY GOSH YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL <33

    ~Ceci

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    1. Thank you!! You got this, Ceci! And OH MY GOSH YOU ARE TOO SWEET <3 <3 <3

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  2. (I was literally listening to Hamilton as I opened the post, so the GIFs were a very welcome sight. XD)

    OCTOFELLER, THOUGH. XD we literally just learned about him in History and that is HYSTERICAL.

    WHOO-HOO!! Can’t wait to see you at RM!

    Also, I love your word aesthetic and thoughts! <333

    Congrats on finishing junior year! :)

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    1. Ahhh I'm glad! I love those gifs. Anything from the Reynolds Pamphlet is my favorite xD

      Ahahaha I'm so glad someone else appreciated that! *cackles*

      *dances* I KNOW I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU EITHERRRRRR

      <3 Thank you!

      And thank you again!!! Best of luck to you too on finishing out the year!

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  3. I went from snickering at all the quotes to putting my hand to my heart and feeling all emotional. You're a beautiful person and an amazing friend, and God is doing so much in your life. <3 Yay for the end of junior year!!! *confetti and cake*

    Pain is strong...but God is stronger << AMEN.

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    1. Awwww Lila this comment warms my heart so much <3 Thank you for being such an awesome friend!

      <3

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  4. AAAAAAHHHHHHH, FAITH! YOU FINISHED JUNIOR YEAR. JUST ONE MORE YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL! :O SO EXCITED FOR YOU!!!!

    This post was SO much fun! I've never thought of doing an aesthetic for MYSELF. I kind of love this idea. And Lila put it perfectly, first I was laughing, then my heart was swelling. This was absolutely beautiful.

    SO SO ECSTATIC FOR YOU, SWEET FRIEND!!!!! I do hope your summer is full of beauty and adventures. I'LL SEE YOU AT REALM MAKERS! :D *shrieks*

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    1. YESSSSS!!!!! Thank you! I'm so happy! ^_^

      You should! That would be so fun to read! It was actually an accident--I meant to just write a post making fun of my friends and myself, and then all of a sudden it got all emotional? That's just how I am, I guess xD Thank you so much <3

      I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU!!!!! *screams* I hope you have a lovely summer toooo!

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  5. Ahh this post was so cute and nostalgic and all-around awesome. :D
    CONGRATS ON FINISHING JUNIOR YEAR! Here's to a fantabulous summer!

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    1. Thank you so much!!! <3

      Thank you again!!! I hope you have a great summer toooo!

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  6. I just kinda love this. COONNNGRAAATTSSSS.

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  7. SEE YOU AT REALM MAKERS MY ULTRA-ACCOMPLISHED FRIEND - ALL THE LOVE TO YOU!!!! SO MANY CONGRATS ON CONQUERING JUNIOR YEAR!!!!!

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    1. <33333 I can't wait to see you!!!! And thank you so so so much!

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  8. My goodness!!! Congrats on finishing junior year, m'dear!!! Your post is so funny and so beautiful; keep posting your lovely content!! <3333

    I myself am GOING to be a junior next year. Yeeps!!

    ~ Lily Cat (Boots) | lilycatscountrygirlconfessions.blogspot.com

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    1. Thank you so much, Lily! <3

      Best of luck! It's a pretty good year, I admit <3

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  9. Congrats! So awesome! I will be finishing 12th grade soon. Cool post!

    astorydetective.blogspot.com.

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  10. Love this. That teacher talking about McDonalds is... interesting. And that little old lady with the Hot Chocolate... HAHAHAHAHA Gotta love the elderly customers.

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    1. That teacher is my absolute favorite xD And the hot chocolate incident killed me. I was wheezing. xD

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  11. This was so much fun to read, oh my word!

    And I loveee your aesthetic and heavily relate to the eyeliner part (and I'll totally be a grandma with winged eyeliner)!

    Congrats on getting through junior year!! I hope you have an AMAZING summer. <333

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    1. Ahh I'm glad you liked it! <3

      Oh, me too, for sure. EYE LINER. xD

      Thank you! Congrats on your sophomore year! <3

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  12. #1. Girl, you are just the prettiest, holy heck.
    #2. fREAKING CONGRATS!!!! YOU SURVIVED.
    #3. Looking forward to the writing tropes post! I love those kinds of things.
    <3 <3 <3

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    1. #1. AHHHHH THANK YOU <3333
      #2. AHHH THANK YOU
      #3. I hope you enjoy it!!!!
      <3 <3

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  13. CONGRATS FAITH!!! *throws confetti and gives you hot chocolate* I'm finishing my junior year this May too!!! So we're going to graduate the same year. EEE! :-D
    I love all your aesthetic quotes and songs. <333 Those quotes are hilarious. I loved the one about the little old lady and the hot chocolate. XD

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    1. *throws confetti for you too* Ahhhh that's so awesome! Class of '20 for the win!

      Aww, thank you so much! And that one killed me.

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  14. Congrats on finishing! I LOVE THIS POST. I may or may not have burst out into laughter several times. I wish my life was as interesting and amusing. ;)

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  15. Congrats on surviving and thriving!
    Love all the funny little anecdotes. XD

    Your music taste and aesthetic is on point.

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    1. Thank you so much, Skye <3

      They made me laugh so I figured I'd share ;)

      Thank you! <3

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  16. CONGRAAATS on junior year!! Oh man, I love that you included Long Live in your list of songs lyrics. I listened to it so much during my senior year and on my graduation trip.

    That 2 am exchange with your character is just gold. xD And that moment with the little old lady... every time I try to picture it in my head it gets even funnier. xD Also, that pin about getting up early? Me. Totally me.

    You're so pretty, Faith! <3 Hope you have a great summer!

    theonesthatreallymatter.blogspot.com

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    1. Thank you! And ahhh, I love that song so much <3 It has so much meaning to me.

      It's beautiful and also excruciating to have those nighttime conversations xD And that was the funniest moment of my life, basically. I was dying. I HATE GETTING UP EARLY but it's so worth it once you're out of bed? But so haaaard to get up in the first place.

      Thank you so much! <3 You too!!!

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    2. Oh my gosh, you are SPOT on. Once I'm up and I have all that extra time I'm like "Hey, this is amazing!! Doing this every day!!" but it's the hardest thing in the world to actually get OUT of bed. xD

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  17. Congrats on finishing your junior year! It was really fun to read your aesthetic!

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  18. CONGRATS!!!! You are so awesome, way to go! :D All of your thoughts are so great. <3

    Oh man, I am so Classmate #3 with the thoughts on optimism. XD They had me laughing out loud!

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    1. Thank you, Clare! <3

      And yep, normally I would have been Classmate #3, but in that moment I was seized by despair xD

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  19. Meeeeeep you SURVIVED!!! Congrats! Now you are free as a little bird. I loved reading your aesthetics and I have to say, not at all surprised XD 10:30ish sometimes 4 if that ain't me I don't know what is XD Mmm... pasta. Ugh, I hate waking up early but I would like to be up early, yes.

    Um... I don't wear makeup very much at all so does that mean that I'm still in my bum phase? I prefer to think of it as tomboy but the end result is still the same. I am still single and look really bad in pictures XD

    What a fun idea! I may have to steal *coughs* um, I mean borrow this idea sometime in the near future.

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    1. I know! I'm so excited that I lived ^_^ And yeah, these are all so accurate for both of us xD

      Oh, you look fetching xD And it's just a matter of me caring to some extent how I look. Oh well. It won't last most likely.

      Yes do it do it!!!!

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  20. EEEEE I'M SO HAPPY YOU'RE DONE!!! *throws confetti in the air and dances* That is SUCH an accomplishment!! GO YOU!! <333

    Also, love those pins. They're all so painfully accurate. XD

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    1. THANK YOU!!!!!!! *joins you in dancing* I'm so excited!!!!

      I know, right? XD

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  21. CONGRAAAATZ ON FINISHING!!!!

    "Classmate 3: WHERE'S THE OPTIMISM????"
    "Me: not in this room."
    I actually laughed out loud! That was awesome.

    Also, I definitely have melomania... but like, it never occurred to me to go a whole day without listening to music? Like why would a person do that to themselves?


    Alexa
    thessalexa.blogspot.com
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    1. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! <3

      Agh I'm glad!! That made me laugh really hard too when it actually happened xD

      I KNOW. The torture would be too much to stand. *cringes*

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